There is nothing that bothers me more than things done so-so. I should have included it in the “fears collection”. The horrible feeling of being “almost good” or “not too bad”…the nauseating disgust that overcomes me when I’m told that I did “all right”, that I was “fine”……Shut up!!!!!
I don’t know what strange circumstances made [...]
Archive for the ‘Kill myself to death’ Category
Mediocrity and Insomnia
Posted in Kill myself to death, tagged insomnia, mediocrity, perfection, procrastination on April 16, 2008 | 5 Comments »
Collection of Fears and Phobias
Posted in Kill myself to death, tagged all work and no play makes jack a dull boy, fears, phobias, suffocation on March 20, 2008 | 5 Comments »
They’re all mine and I hold them dearly.
• Fear of cars and highways
• Busy places
• Closed spaces
• Empty and large spaces
• Heights
• Basements
• People with really dry skin
• People with really moist skin
• People who smile too much
• The lack of people, but not loneliness
• Loneliness
• Crowds
• People who are too clean and who don’t [...]
